Personalizing it;

I’m trying. I’m trying to learn how to give pieces of me away without expecting them back. I’m trying to learn to require the people in my life to value me— I’m trying to have value. I’m trying to circle around to depth of thought and character. i’m grieving a lot right now. I’m grieving …

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Life on the Rocks;

It’s no secret that I’ve never been a desert person, or a dessert person… but that’s besides the point.  I’ve been driving through the desert for two days, California, Nevada, Arizona, and I have been amazed at how beautiful it all is! When I think of the desert I think of death. A dead wasteland, …

These eyes;

The older I get the more I learn that I know nothing. Sure, I’m a know-it-all with a penchant for odd, and surprisingly useless facts, but still, I’m clueless as they come. I have so much time in my day and sometimes I know how to put every single second to good use, ultimately benefitting, …

Twenty-three;

Twenty-three. Twenty-three is where I find myself. Alone. Homeless. Wandering. Experimenting. Aimless. Arrogant & humbled. Reliant. Confused. Emotionally unaware. Hypersensitive. And on and on it goes. Twenty-three hit me like a rogue train, jumping the tracks and shoving me into uncertainty. I used to have motivation, direction, dreams. Now I’m just an unhoused vagabond. Bobbing …